my practical placement

Greetings dear reader. :)
Well I have not try to do the lip neutralizing yet. But I will after this!

So what's I want to talk about it, my practical placement. Like seriously I have no idea what kind of practical am I gonna be doing, I don't know what work that is related with my course. I only know study. Well I will know when I've been given the job. But like what the previous post was about, waiting is tiring and it is only making me stress. Urgh! I hate this!So Denise already got her place, well she have her cousin. An insider to help her out. I'm sad but what can I do? I mean I can't be sad and angry to her cause she got practical placement. Its her luck. I can't expect to be together with her only. Maybe its a sign for me, to be independent and expose myself more instead just feel small and scared all the time. Well that's gonna be tough work for me since I have an issue in a crowded place. I hate to be in a crowded place, it is just so scary!

So here's another thing about me, I don't like to "just drive around" "walk around" without a destination or a purpose. I feel like wasting and stupid. Give me a purpose and a destination then I will go. That's how I am. I don't know if it is a good thing or bad but that is just how I am. And I love to plan stuff, its fun that way. I sometimes spontaneous as well but only in conversation, such as interview. I mean do you really practice what to say in interview? I don't, I rather do it spontaneous. I'm just that way. Hmm.

So back to the topic, I hope I will get news soon. Huhuhu. I cannot wait any longer, I can't do nothing at home. I feel so useless. Urgh! >.<

Anyways, that is all for now. Thank you for reading and have a nice day!
Be Confidence, Be You
Love, ~Lynndra~

Here's a good quotes! :) I might change my "be confidence, be you" into "Chin up, put your shoulders back, walk proud and confidence". Yeah I should! sound's better. Cheers everyone! :)
"Chin up. Put your shoulders back, walk proud, strut a little. Don't lick your wounds: celebrate them. The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor. You're in a lion fight. Just because you didn't win doesn't mean you don't know how to roar." - on Grey's Anatomy

Waiting is tiring!

Greetings dear reader!
*sigh* as the title say's, waiting is tiring. What am I waiting for? I'm waiting for my practical training to start. Where? Honestly I myself not sure, my lecturer apply for me at some travel agent. Oh right I forget to mention that I'm studying tourism. Well not a big deal but just feel like want to mention about it. I am so bored doing nothing. Waiting for calls from my lecturer or the travel agent everyday, do house chores, listen to music, sleep and do nothing! *sigh* my life is so boring! Hmm maybe I'm gonna do some make up practice later today. Going to try the tip I got from the internet, to neutralize the dark lips and apply some lipstick! I'll upload the picture when I manage to do it. ;)

For those dark lips like mine, here's some link where I manage to get a good tips from. They are simple and easy to understand specially for those who are new to this make up, like myself. :) 

Sharing is Caring...

1) Youtube tutorial : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZDBV2RqWZE

 

Although the video is not HQ but its a good video!! :) go watch watch! 

2) Websites : http://www.thebudgetfashionista.com/archive/bright-lipstick-for-dark-lips/ <-- good one!

So far that's the only sites I think helpful. You may just google "lipstick for dark lips". There's some sites where people ask opinion online, and you could read there's some few tips that is useful there.

Well that's all for now. Again, I will upload the picture when I've done trying to neutralize my lips and wear some lipstick! And maybe some light make up! ;)

So that's all for now, thank you for reading and have a nice day! 

Be confidence, be you,

Love, ~Lynndra~

About me!

Greetings to who ever is reading this now :)
I'm not a professional blogger nor a writer, I'm just a typical normal girl who just wants to use blog to express my thoughts and feelings.. 

So here goes! My name is Lynndra Esperanza... I just turn 20 years old last Thursday.. I don't really know how to introduce myself, I would rather be ask a question and I'll answer it... Any questions about me do please ask me... Oh! Where I'm from! forgot abt that.. I'm from Malaysia.. I love to get to know other people from other country.. :) I am a very curious girl.. Such as, I wonder if there's a place somewhere in the world that has never been found.. And more that I can't put into words... Like I say, I'm not a professional blogger nor writer... any mistakes please don't hesitate to correct it... Hey we don't stop learning once we finish school right... Everyday is a learning process..

What else do I need to tell you? Why did I make this blog?
Well, the reason why I created this blog is because, recently I've been thinking about myself. Such as I'm 20 years old now and I don't want my life to stay the same like before. I didn't celebrate my birthday grand, I didn't even have any cakes or any celebration. It was just like a normal day for me. Thou inside I was thinking, do I want to stay like this? Never mind no one remember or even celebrate my birthday but I don't want to stay the same. 19 years its the same thing. I think its time for me to change. I've been saying that before actually, wanting to change but never really did. Maybe it was because I didn't have the strength to do that and I always have so many excuse why I cannot start change. My main excuse is because money. Well I need money to do this and this and that then I can change. However it is such a bad habit of mine. I want to change and live my life! I want to go out and don't care about what people say about my appearance, like seriously don't care. I want to find my self confidence. I don't want to be scared any more. Well I think I'm far away from my point, haha back to the point. Reason why I wanted to create this blog is to share my road of searching for myself, searching for confidence and to push myself to not be afraid any more. I'm gonna try my best to make this blog look nice! and keep it update...

So there you go! I just mumble some many many things. Haha...

Here's my list of few things...

1) Learn how to make up!
2) Learn how to dress up!
3) Bald myself (hell yeah I'm not joking! I have to try!)
4) Learn to find my self confidence..

and some few more that I can't think of for at the moment! but hey, I will try to keep updates!

So that is all for now, thank you for reading and have a nice day!
Be confidence, be you,

Love, ~Lynndra~