my practical placement

Greetings dear reader. :)
Well I have not try to do the lip neutralizing yet. But I will after this!

So what's I want to talk about it, my practical placement. Like seriously I have no idea what kind of practical am I gonna be doing, I don't know what work that is related with my course. I only know study. Well I will know when I've been given the job. But like what the previous post was about, waiting is tiring and it is only making me stress. Urgh! I hate this!So Denise already got her place, well she have her cousin. An insider to help her out. I'm sad but what can I do? I mean I can't be sad and angry to her cause she got practical placement. Its her luck. I can't expect to be together with her only. Maybe its a sign for me, to be independent and expose myself more instead just feel small and scared all the time. Well that's gonna be tough work for me since I have an issue in a crowded place. I hate to be in a crowded place, it is just so scary!

So here's another thing about me, I don't like to "just drive around" "walk around" without a destination or a purpose. I feel like wasting and stupid. Give me a purpose and a destination then I will go. That's how I am. I don't know if it is a good thing or bad but that is just how I am. And I love to plan stuff, its fun that way. I sometimes spontaneous as well but only in conversation, such as interview. I mean do you really practice what to say in interview? I don't, I rather do it spontaneous. I'm just that way. Hmm.

So back to the topic, I hope I will get news soon. Huhuhu. I cannot wait any longer, I can't do nothing at home. I feel so useless. Urgh! >.<

Anyways, that is all for now. Thank you for reading and have a nice day!
Be Confidence, Be You
Love, ~Lynndra~

Here's a good quotes! :) I might change my "be confidence, be you" into "Chin up, put your shoulders back, walk proud and confidence". Yeah I should! sound's better. Cheers everyone! :)
"Chin up. Put your shoulders back, walk proud, strut a little. Don't lick your wounds: celebrate them. The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor. You're in a lion fight. Just because you didn't win doesn't mean you don't know how to roar." - on Grey's Anatomy